And I know it sounds kinda cruel and uncalled for But.. You shouldn't be this happy. You've done nothing to achieve it. I hate how you're one of those people that whatever you say will happen happens! We were both put in a fucked up situation and I've been the one with the short stick. I have tried over and over again to dig myself out, i preached it, was optimistic about it, nurtured the hope and you get the winnings? Bullshit! How is it possible that somebody so cold and shallow gets to play for the better team. Maybe that's part of my reason. Maybe that's a part of my decision but I've chosen and he's right I better stick to it. And I do. I don't understand how this can be. It drives me crazy.
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