Sunday, June 29, 2014

In this moment.

There hasn't been a minute that I haven't thought of writing but I always seem to lose my thoughts when putting them down. It's been a quiet summer, filled with some fun as I attempt to establish myself at a new job, I'm still nesting in my apartment that I moved into 3 months ago, and of course, nourishing my relationship has been top priority.

I've been quite successful with this garden of mine that i've put together in the past month or so. I have already been able to enjoy two batches of the lettuce I grew, and now my sunflowers are getting stronger and taller; I can't wait for them to bloom in JulyAugust. I've also been enjoying the beautiful flowers that have been growing in the backyard such as roses, geraniums and tulips. Have I mentioned that I have a beautiful wall and ceiling of grape vines growing all around my patio and seating area and I just can't get enough! It's been the perfect spot for anything still and soothing.

Stephen and I just celebrated our official first year together. We kept it simple and sweet with A sushi lunch after finishing my shift, followewd by an evening walk in my new neighborhood. There isn't enough words to describe how lucky I feel to have somebody like him by my side. He's been an incredible friend even in moments I didn't deserve and from that we've established roots that found love in deep places within me where I didn't ever think I could love the way I do now. I can't wait for what the universe has in store for us.

As always, life has obstacles that get in the way from celebrating a thankful life. I am on a pursuit for gratitude for the things that have made their way into my life and have added flavor to my journey. It's this moment as I write this on paper and make it real that has dedicated me to documenting my discoveries. In this moment, I feel alive - even with the good and the bad.

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Tonight I realized that I have a wicked soul in the deep core of it all.