Tuesday, October 30, 2012

The Script - Breakeven (Boyce Avenue acoustic cover)

They say bad things happen for a reason. Guess i've been praying to the wrong God for the past ten million seasons. I sell you off to the world.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Down Low.

I really try to sit here and explain what my heart tells every part of my body everyday. How Love can be so magnificent, how truly beautiful it is to be that empowered. That another human being can love you endlessly and invest their lives into another soul. I find it breathtaking every time I've had the blessing to love somebody so purely. It fascinates the shit out of my organism. It's a feeling that I wouldn't trade for the world. I'd sell my soul in a minute, bleed myself dry to sustain it. How can heartache not hurt after loving so profoundly? How can we even move on? how does time heal that sorta pain? I don't understand how you can digest a love lost after you've encountered it. It just doesn't make any sense to me at all. Not in my world at least. Not within this body and soul. Maybe I really don't understand what it is to "let go" ..
Roll the credits. This shows over.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Limbo.

There's just one thing I want him to understand. It never came down to what he did for me. It was always about the better woman I was evolving into. It's amazing and truly special when another human can move you in such a way. Where your motive to be better refuels and grows. I'm just astonished. The question really is how didn't I before?

todays theme.

Matters that tangle

never ever bite more than you can chew, because you might choke on matters that cant really be digested. I'm just saying you should really watch the points that enter your mouth, some things we can't process through.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

hidden thoughts 3231

Lately, my thoughts have been too heavy like the bags under my eyes. The same eyes that take sight of my worn out body. Thoughts so heavy that they tumble down like dominoes and fuck with my system. They are entities all of their own.
I haven't written in forever but my thoughts are overflowing.. Stay tuned.