Truth

im as invincible, flawless, ambitious and lifted as i am without the wind flying high above clouds, as a kite up in the air on a hot sunny day, as the mist of an evening, and the fog after a storm. Im as high as it gets;

no pain, non of that at all.
memories are a trap that keep you sustained
and hope an idea that can become conceived.

I am a reflection that can not be tamed.

"we give comfort and receive comfort sometimes at the same time"

I completely understand now.

Sometimes we are back there.

i did this for you.
Only you.


* i miss you more than who i left behind when we walked our separate ways.

lalalalessons

I'm going through changes,
I'm taking on chances,
You should see how good i'm getting at this.
I'm letting it all do what it needs to do.
Life is better than any rerun I can sit through.
& that's what i'm doing ; i'm sitting with it all.

xo

i belong to this earth
and the same way i came about to be imperfect with ;
skin and bones, organs and muscles
i will shed down to my core.
my complete human experience i will carry along with my soul.

so when you look up and believe i'm somewhere above clouds, dont fool yourself.
Because i dance with you through this life and i will be that constant song in your head that you can not get out for days.

do not mark my memory on your body, don't mark me underneath this earth with a tribute to my years and my name.
ashes to ashes, dust to dust; spread my remains.

i live within the way you once touched me inside of you.
i am not a woman, i am not a dirty blonde with dark eyes,
life wasn't taken from me.
i am a spiritual being that encountered a human experience;
and from the looks of it, this is the beginning of the end <3

"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern.
Beautiful people do not just happen." -Elisabeth Kubler-Ross