There's nothing more painful then to feel not wanted ,
that all the time and dedication devoted to yourself feels as if it has gone to waste.
You strive for a better life everyday trying to make yourself better.
Sincerely, nobody can ever understand how much sweat and blood you have shed.
There's nothing more painful then to feel so replaceable; by everything by nothing.
Then you question yourself; why did i take a risk on the universe's behalf?
I was told that if i kept taking the same risks i'd end up with the same results.
What made this any different?
I took a chance on myself, a chance on you ; and here i am .. .
With the same sense of hope slipping right through my fingers ,
with the same loss of faith that it wasn't meant to be.
Good things come to those who wait ; but time is nothing but an illusion .