"Would like to be your friend"

Our tempers were impulsive, our addictions for the pills outstanding.
The urge to prove each other wrong? Way past our capability.
Our love for one another? Something so toxic that could not-can not be considered LOVE.
So why am I so worked out now that I've found you again after three years?

..I begin to remember, to feel, to hurt, to want, to reACT!
I can shut my eyes from the smile looking back at me and I can picture out by heart and memory where your eyes fall, where your lips meet, where your grin ends.
It's as if you never left,
NEVER left me behind.

Its as if the last three years were automatically forgiven.
One last game of roulette?

Living a double life.
Even I can't hide it anymore

The fruits have gone sour.
Milk cartons have reach expiry dates.
My time with you has clearly ended.

All i have to say is you don't deserve me.

Kelly Clarkson's new album is incredible! Here is my favorite song on off of it.

It hurts me so much to be so aware that I go to sleep with my heart this heavy and my thoughts everywhere.
Couldnt there be a way to silence everything?

The only thing I can think of is, I have more to learn.
Truth be told though, I have never felt such a challenge against myself.

A night out with a good friend.

Yesterday night finally arrived! I went to see Bedouin Soundclash & KOS at The Sound Academy with my friend, Ebonne.

Not only was it a great show, but It was great to have endless things to talk about with her while we sipped on some beers and waited for our bands to play.

I'm a huge Bedouin fan and Ebonne loves KOS (its really an understatement). So it ended up working out for both of us. The look on her face as she sang along to the songs and jammed out was priceless. It was a great experience and I am happy I got to share it with her.

I got to say a few words to the lead singer of Bedouin after the show; It completely made my night!

I cant wait for the next concert. It's a great way to connect with friends you dont see much plus reconnecting with some good inspirational music.

That's all for now <3
until the next one.