Now, make it your truth.

i feel my insides twirl as he speaks your name.
i feel my heart throb like a drum as i take in the things you have said.
i feel a punch in the pit of my stomach like i'm about to go flat line.
All over this one person.
One person who shouldn't have any power at this point.
Who set the record straight and tainted my title with mold and cobwebs.
You should be ashamed, not i.
I took a risk on your behalf, and I ended up with the consequences too.

I hear you.
these walls are pretty thin.
To be honest, i'm not impressed at all.

hold your own .

I wouldn't come back if you asked me to,
I wouldn't love you even if I could.
I take off my shingles and I dry my eyes.
from now on i'm faithful to myself until the day that I die.

I'm coming home , I'm coming home.
Tell the world that i'm coming home.

<3

I've been breathing it lately;

brb,

after tonight; i'll have so much to write about.

GUARANTEED!

so what if i'm over emotional
and i wear my heart on my self.
if i give too many chances
and my judgement can be poor at times.
i do admit to repeat the same mistake more than once..or twice..or thirteen times.
but you don't get it.
You sit there and judge me; my life.
You've heard the story but have no idea what i've had to go through in order to get myself here.
Im gonna keep making more mistakes, and i will probably hurt just as much as the first time.
so what if i lose myself from time to time,
theres always a new woman to create.
yeah, sometimes i shouldnt trust my judgement , but i've learned that i really cant trust anything.
Because nothing is permanent; opinions and facts change.
Humans are hypocritical and are motives are always selfish.
i guess what im trying to say is, its okay. i'm okay.
everything is evolving and i'd like to believe i'm part of that movement.