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I have no clue what i'm doing but i promise to make it look like i meant for it all this way. It's about knowing how to lose at the end of the day and picking your battles.

I choose this one.

Details In The Fabric

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.


Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Another Lesson .

until i fall madly in love with whatever it was I use to love or love now, I won't ever be capable of loving a man so profoundly while holding my own love and balance. This is because I'll never know where to hang up the broken mirror I glue together everyday. And that's okay. Growth has never been so medicating to me like it has recently.

I wanna plant this seed .

You'll never know if you never do. And if you don't do how will you ever know?
Maybe regrets are for the cowards. Let's suppose what we once wanted had bad consequences. So what? 10 years from now you'll be with somebody else happily committed and laughing at the fact that we were so child like at one point in life. Weren't your regrets and mistakes what has you with who you love today?

TD.

Things to do before New Years Hits:

1. Finish writing for me in my 'journal'

2. Go up north by myself .

3. Make peace with er. .

4. Get high off of life before snow falls .

5. get my lilies tattoo` .

6. Sign up for those Yoga or boxing classes .

7. Have a ladies night .

To be continued... .

Expiration Date.

i don't expect you to understand what it is that's going through my head. I know I sound like a child and my voice is all high pitch from how much i'm trying to hold back tears. I'm not even angry at you. I've looked at the small print millions of times over at this point and you haven't broken any promises. I just got carried away. You ask me to be your friend but I can't do that to myself. I wish you could see it for what it looks like on the other side.
I asked you for O N E thing ; and you let me down so bad.

Get Mine, Get Yours.

Baby you pretend that things ain`t what they seem
All this tension on titlin just exactly what we should be
now I dont mind us bein some kinda casual thing
Listen all I want to do for now is have you come and take all of me.