Wednesday, April 9, 2014

God knows i've tried.

all ive ever wanted is to be woman. to feel my heart alive, my body capable, my mind smart enough to understand the difference between right and wrong, good and bad. Balance has been my only key to freeing myself from the past. And I can't find it. I dig for it, plot for it, go on a massive persuit just to taste it. I don't care which way the wind decides to blow, or how many trials I fail at; It only comes down to the woman I can hold up, how strong I can love, how solid my words pronounce.

and lately i am scared. of everything and everyone outside of me. To stand up for my self , my self (l0ve). My fear is stronger than my will for peace. Letting go has always been my downfall. a prisioner of yesterday's.

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