You've made it hard to believe anyone. So when anyone has the nerve to ask, why can't I bring down these walls I'll begin introducing your character in this part of my life. I'd have to explain how blind sided I became, the amount of denial I possessed and the overly done attempts to be absolutely everything you could have wanted. I still take responsibility. And I can't begin to tell you how much I rip myself to shreds. To hell with that. With you too.