Darkest hour.

Please be aware that i'm ever changing and I understand that i've taken this a little too far. I'm been coming undone while trying to remain grounded. Your life has been the purity of everything that now moves me. As I watch everything around me dig a hole and find haven for the season; I'm still moving, i'm still swimming through the chaos and your face is all that I see. I'm just trying to remain woman as my canvas is stripped from all the things that were once marked as home.

i wish to not affect anybody anymore.

Northern routes,

I'm much more than this type of living. I can only make so many earnings and not exchange moments with the things I love. City life is full of too much noise. People following the wrong Gods of time. Somewhere out there, I've tasted, smelt, seen the most beauty of life. Out there beyond the pines as waves crash between lakes of waters; I see nothing but everything. Can you believe the enlightenment in the power of raw true real life? 23.

Queen B ,

Fuck what you heard. You're mine You're mine.

I wish I could find the thing that made me feel like you were the one I wanted for all my life.

Dead in the water.

You are about the only thing that can fill me up with joy and thirty seconds later: break me with hate. Accepting the terms of my love for you would be deminishing all my personal value. 

Never have I known a war like the one of a lovin' heart and the strength to become a better woman. 

Fruits but no labor.

I've never been one to stand those who work for nothing. Those that have luck and grab opportunities so easily. You don't know defeat, you don't know hustle. To know you're now enjoying the things you haven't worked for. Well how can I not envy you. I envy the accommodation the universe makes to please you. 

I don't wish you harm but I wish some type of life to touch you. To really make you humble to those you've swept through ,those you've shared your life with. 

I guess the tone of your name still gives me a sour taste that burns my insides.