Kelly Clarkson - Breathe (2AM) (Anna Nalick cover)

There's letters that haven't been sealed just yet, stamps that haven't been placed on white paper. I don't know how to send you my goodbye and finalize it. No clue how to tell you I must forget you for the sake of my life. I don't have the heart to break yours. This was never easy but it just continues to get more difficult and I can't keep putting you before myself. So here it goes; All the things I could never pronounce..

This fire burning inside my inner core has no comparison. Light that shines so bright in the darkness of a cold winter night. This anticipation that makes me want to trade it all in for happiness. I sell my heart thin. Ill never get a currency adequate with its worth. But somehow, it's the only way out.

I just can not believe that I can't look you in the face like I was able to do for hours at a time.

Faded, hungover and not a fuck to give

I've lost all count of the amount of lies I spill through my slurred words. There's nothing that I pray for more than to divide our lives just so I don't intertwine anymore webs in this spill full attempt at a beautiful life. And that's been my problem exactly.

I wanna filter my life with your purity, your knowledge. I find that, quite beautiful.

But you've become second nature. I am so custom to you like water at 3am, the smell of fresh hair, like my blood shot eyes reflecting through my bathroom mirror.

I suppose it's irony that gravity has become our analogy.

I felt completely sick to my stomach that I managed to function in that shape and form. But I managed not to break apart in that shape and form. Nothing would've been worse than facing this bull shit of a reality thats been established. I feel disgusted.