This Love.

I hope all the songs I've played for you make sense now , I hope all I've given up has caught up and I hope it breaks your entire life living it without me by your side, holding your name down no matter what. This all breaks my heart over and over again. Thinking that there's no way back destroys me on the inside. For the first time ever I've given away my most prized possession. I've lost my best friend, I've lost the world and I don't know if I can walk around in it without you. Why would I ever want to?