What a girl wants.

I just want someone to blow my mind.

To make me question everything I have ever thought had limitation. I want to feel the way I did when I was six: dancing on my dads shoes and feeling most special. I want bedtime stories about your life the same way my mother would repeat the lullaby's her mother sang to her. i want to give all these life lessons the finger. The same way I did when girlfriends become fake, insecure, "bitch ass" girls. I want my ribs to feel as if they're collapsing just like two summers ago when I would unload all my obstacles and oppression to the most beautiful people you I consider to be family,they would love you so patiently. I'd like to consider loving someone just as much as I could obtain to. I want to kiss my husband with the same passion I give my music, my writing, my broken heart, my drive for travel.

I hate the trials
as much as i loved

Don't ever let someone in if the feeling isn't mutual.
It takes two.
If they aren't committed from the get go, they aren't going to be afterwards.
Spare yourself some heartache and self esteem too.

Just the other day we were taking shots, getting high, dancing in our pain.
We are strangers now, I don't even know what signature perfume you wear anymore.